January 2020
I wish that we could go through our struggles like a time-lapse video. Instead of feeling the pain, tasting the anguish, and straining to see the purpose of what we’re going through in the agonizingly slow pace of real time, it would be a sped up version. In a few short moments, maybe even seconds, we’d greet the struggle, endure it, send it on its way and be able to witness the growth that came out of it. This would be instant gratification at its finest. However, much to my dismay, this is not our reality.
Enduring moments like the anxiety attack I experienced, where we are unable to imagine how any possible goodness could come out of our struggle, it can be difficult to embrace the truth we know about our Heavenly Father. We know that God is true to His character. We know He never changes, He never fails, that He loves us abundantly, and that even if our situation is dire, He is still good. But I’ve discovered that if we want to truly embrace these truths, even in the heavy moments, we have to learn to be expectant.
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